Break-ups
December 5th, 2004
I’ve been intending to write a little story thingy here about my recent ex. That in itself is already deemed to be petty. After several drafts of writing this little story, I finally, truly and thoroughly realized that regardless of how well the damn thing is written, that there is no possible way I could ever publish it.
The fact remains; it is still petty!
I am pretty much hurt by the whole todo. I gave it my best and still end up being short. Although, the thing that always gets me about break-ups is the fact that the girl (in the relationship) always hops off in no time at all to the arms of another guy’s embrace. Granted they cried the loudest and got the most sympathy so I guess thats what I’m not doing, but still. I always figured if you end a relationship you need some resting time before the next, sort of a love detox.
Now I’m guessing, you could consider this post as being a story telling under the pretence of not telling and I would suppose it is. Although I like to think that, I spared you all the gorey details of it which is sort of good. I have these throws of anger when I think about it for too long and generally it looses all objectivity.
I’m guessing the real point of this post is to ask; why does it always seem that the girl get over the guy in no time at all, whilst the guy generally end up hurt the longest?!
I personally don’t like to think that I actually get over them, I just learn to deal with it. The difference there being the fact that you don’t forget. I think that I’m loosing objectivity here so I’ll shut up and run away.